Author Archives: gratefuled68

Over the past month, when I lay down for bed, I have run so many thoughts through my head often making it difficult to fall asleep. I tell myself that I want to put those thoughts in here to make sense of them. I wake up the next morning exhausted as usual and go onContinue reading “Forgetful”

My mind never stops, especially when I watch movies about relationships. I begin to wonder about the ladies I pushed away versus those I chased. I can never consider a relationship until I’ve settled these thoughts in my head. Therefore, I will die alone

As I looked at photos of the cooler trucks that will soon be filled with dead bodies, I could only think of those I have personally known to pass recently, not from #COVID19, but from “life’s course”. Those people that have, or are losing loved ones cannot even have a proper funeral/service because of restrictionsContinue reading “It’s time to flatten the curve, not live it up”

This month has made my head swirl, I can’t even come close to describing what has been running through my head. I want to scream, but not loud enough for anyone to hear. I want to cry, but my anger and empathy aren’t enough. I want to create pain, but my justifications would not beContinue reading “Sleeping thoughts.”

Today was a beautiful tribute to an incredible woman. The fact that people came from across the country to be here says a lot about the impact she had people throughout her years. It’s hard to fathom the idea that 66 years old is old enough to pass, yet compared to so many others it’sContinue reading “Funeral”